Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Good news

I have realised...that time is really relative. I have so much time on my hands,yet I feel that each day passes by so fast, it's scary.
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Here are 20 things that make me very happy-(in no particular order)
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1. Braces!
whee.
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2. Decent Eyebrows! (look above)
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3. Long phonecalls,,,
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4. Camps! Well, Camp-
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5. More Telly time!hoho.
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6. Catching up with old friends:)
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7. Winning goodies and movie tickets!
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8. UWC scholarship Interview round 2.
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9. Redecorating the house~
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10. Canon Selphy printer!
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11. Christmas lights*
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12. 2nd ear-hole;
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13. Xia Xue finally getting married<3
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14. Night Safari job offer.
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15. Rewarding moments with my fat boy:D
anteater-pig-chinchilla.
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16. Marathons!
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17. Innocent children,aww...
she refused a pink jellybean of mine! oh,but she's so adorable
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18. Stronger intuition RE future?
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19. Stuff I probably forgot to mention
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20. ME Time

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Animal-testing breaks hearts









Tuesday, November 3, 2009

And then there were none

I've always wanted to read an Agatha Christie book and i did of all days,yesterday.And now...all I want to do is go borrow some more. I hate that feeling-the one with temptation and the queer-ness i get after reading her book.Its this total mind-powering,soul-searching strange self-conscious thing she makes her readers feel...so wrong yet so damn lustful.

My dictionary of vocabulary is aweful.

Anyway,I,being very apprehensive when i started reading,unknowingly fell for the whole judgemental thing i do with new authors,and i finished the book on an O'Level night.She's a fantastic writer, page-turner,back-reference kind of writer.I think i'm ranting on about it so much because I still cant get the entire idea of the book out of my head.I kept thinking and wondering the many possibilities,but probably more so how she even managed to come up with stories like these.The murders,weapons,unsolved crimes and all that; I bet she'd make a smooth serial killer and still get away with it.

Omg.Its so haunting; i should've never borrowed it.No,I should've never reserved it for $1.50. You know something scary...I kept looking over my shoulder like an idiot when obviously no one was home. It's like a "just checking" voice that assures the mental loony in my mind that no one was about to strangle me.

Oh, the title is 'And then there were none', first published as 'Ten little Indians'. (the poem below is the nursery rhyme that probably inspired her. its mighty scary to be a nursery rhyme,but im wondering...Jack and Jill, Humpty Dumpty and all that are not too positive to think of it)

I'm so worried i'll get obsessed.But maybe i already am.
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Ten Little Indians

Ten little Indian boys went out to dine;
One choked his little self and then there were nine.

Nine little Indian boys sat up very late;
One overslept himself and then there were eight.

Eight little Indian boys traveling in Devon;
One said he’d stay there and then there were seven.

Seven little Indian boys chopping up sticks;
One chopped himself in halves and then there were six.

Six little Indian boys playing with a hive;
A bumblebee stung one and then there were five.

Five little Indian boys going in for law,
One got in Chancery and then there were four.

Four little Indian boys going out to sea;
A red herring swallowed one and then there were three.

Three little Indian boys walking in the Zoo;
A big bear hugged one and then there were two.

Two little Indian boys sitting in the sun;
On got frizzled up and then there was one.

One little Indian boy left all alone;
He went and hanged himself and then there were none.

Monday, September 28, 2009

Crossing my fingers

I spent Sunday night,or rather Monday morning writing my essay along with the application form for the UWC scholarship! I hope the weee hours would bring me some luck.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Sweet Sixteen

I realised that being 16 gives me well, kidda a little more freedom that i expected. It's not just the NC16 movies, its just this sense of knowing that I'm seriously about to grow up. Mum says that after this birthday, I'll be growing up very fast and one day I'll "wake up and find that you're thirty and you'll here ache there ache." So scary. And as usual,I 'threatened' to live with her forever,HAHAHA,so it wouldnt make much difference cos i'll have her to take care of me....still.yikes.
Her reactions to these 'jokes' are pretty funny.

But i'm kidding hopefully.


Anyways, my awesome,lovely friends 'yue'-ed Li Wen and I out a week before our birthdays:)))

NYDC at Wheelock Place

The then soon-to-be birthday girls:D
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Lasagna for me.
The student deals there are really worth it; we all applied for the special student sticker thingy which allows you enjoy 15% off when you flash it,haha.

-i like-

Anchor? heehee(inside joke)
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happyyy:)

same same.They're so cute
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(my favourite picture!)
We were all waiting for dessert,which was 1 slice of cake each. Then the waitress walked towards us with this!It was really really super-duper sweet of them,I was totally swooning inside. They sang us a birthday song and i really, almost cried...so emotional right.It was a 'stop thinking the world is really corrupted with all the shit and suffering' moment- very rare.

:D

haha.

I even doggy-bag-ed some for Marilyn,haha.We ended up finishing it at Sweet Indulgence the next day with Kah Jun and Sherrie.
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There's just something in our lower-sec blood
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National Day Celebration with family
Went to my Grandmas early to make brownies! Oh,the sadness of not having an oven. It was all very exciting though,baking for my first time (not counting Home Econs,please!)

Taking turns to stir the really gooey batter.My Nainai's got skill!Mum says she used to bake a lot for the family last time, like kweh lapis and banana cake and somemore. Nainai says she'll start again and I can help,hoho.
The colour's really nice,but it turned out harder than expected.I think its because I tried Sherrie's,haha.The pan was too big and the batter too little I suppose.Plus my grandma's oven is the older kind,so it heats up really quick.I'm gonna try right after the 'O's again,fingers crossed.
Our cousin-playground tradition.Wheee
Dinner:))

We brought these from home......
Nah who am i kidding.Ichiban has great sushi!
There was a barbecue too!Lots of stingray, dory fish and chicken wings,yum.
Oh, and the highlight of the evening...

Haha.As the national pledge.
What a family:)

Making ribbon stars with my cousin

Cutie.

and no bbq is one without roasted marshmellows:D
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Well, at least this time i expected it,haha;It was wonderful no doubt.


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E-learning Day 2009
Well,the Sec 4s arent that privileged anymore,because we still had to go attend lessons.But,I'm kindda happier though cos it'd would have been the loneliest birthday ever if i stayed home,haha.How selfish.
My friends are great:)I had cake!The third time already,gosh.Zi Hui:D got it and it arrived at the table after Ren Jun whispered to Sherrie I realised.It was really sweet. Mango i recall,the first time tasting Bakerzin. I've always had the impression that food there is really expensive.It wont hurt not to know?Oh,it even had my name.That was some day.

Lol.Winston looks perplexed.

Sweetie gave me a daisy.
and I'm out to find my purpose in life...

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Bliss

Hello page. Just had a lovely dinner with Mum earlier at Bliss-Waterfront dining and Bar at Punggol Park. Yes,ironically,its where you exercise AND get fat. It really hit me when I started my running-routine, that we've only ate there once since we moved here even though its so near by. Mum says my fear of lizards made her think i never wanted to return. All i can remember from the previous trip was a wall plastered with big fat lizards staring at you. F*cking gross.

Anyway,we chose to sit outside,but unfortunately all the tables nearest the water were taken. Still, the ambience was quite nice,oldies and all in the background,and the pretty soft glows from the lights all around.

Say hello to Jellylens:D *sparklesparkle*

Edited.

SALAD.....................................................

Looks sexy right. The dressing smelt delish!Very tangerine-orangey taste. Tastes quite ordinary though.

Tea and Soup..........................

Cookie was good,haha.

The soup,i must say,left something on my tastebuds. It is soo good...not too creamy,not too bland,plus chicken chunks too.but no pepper:(

Blueberry Freeze....................

Sweet.

Rosemary Lamb Shank..........................

Mum's real weakness.
-which was exactly my order at Sweet Indulgence!
It had a nice subtle taste,but so different from said bistro.

Happy:)

Crispy Duck............................................

The sad thing was that i asked the waiter which part of the duck would be served,and he got the chef out to explain. I quote-"Its baby duck...", which made me feel suckish for intending to order it. "Its about 2 and a half (something)", reminding me further of the poor baby duck:((
But yes,my craving for duck did not die.

Huge portion.
Argh.It only makes me guilty because it was extremely delectable. It looked ginormous when served and Mum then pointed to the potatoes beneath baby duck. Total value for money! $14.90 for both meats each nia.
The crisp of the crispy duck. *Quack*

Dark Chocolate Ice-cream.....................

Love for dark chocolate fanatics.
Rum & Raisin Mudpie.............................

I dont understand why its called mudpie,so i felt quite cheated when i saw it. Shouldnt mudpie be loads of chocolate and pie? or some other chocolate-y oozing cake-ish dessert?
Nevertheless, I was humbly satisfied upon tucking in:D
It was like vanilla ice-cream with rum & raisins of course, with a thin biscuit base,topped with whipped cream, a sprinkle of nuts and corn flakes, and drowned with what tastes like caramel-honey. Super sinful, like tiramisu which i was so tempted to order.
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#I'm so running off the calories later.

Monday, September 7, 2009

An Old Tale
Angeline Yap

In China long ago, we're told,
a baby girl was bought and sold
-- not for silver or for gold,
nor even land, the tale unfolds;
but shelter, and the food to eat
to keep alive and warm, and heat
her body and her human heart,
if she would only play her part.

Her brother, brought forth on the same
day, who bore the family name,
was cherished, kept, and never sold --
not for food, nor land, nor gold.

By the bed where both were born,
in the quiet before morn,
a bucket full of water stood,
made of stout and sturdy wood,
to wash with if the child were male
-- and now a twist attends the tale
(it is no tale of fun or mirth) --
the bucket made of sturdy wood,
the bucket full of water stood,
next to the bed where both were born,
for use before the light of morn,
to drown a baby girl at birth.

But "No!", her mother, young, did cry.
The midwife, busy with the boy,
had but one pair of hands and so
could only scold the foolish child
and scurry, meanwhile, to and fro,
upbraiding her with eyes grown wild,

"Why don't you up, and drown the child!"

But "No!", the mother cried, "no, no!"
and clutched the baby girl the while.
For in the furor and the fuss,
the girl had drawn her breath at last;
the girl had filled her lungs and cried,
with reddened face and even tried
to nuzzle at her mother's breast.
And so her mother's "No" was firm
with streaming face and tired breath;
and so the wooden bucket stood,
made of stout and sturdy wood,
by the bed where both were born,
on that grey and quiet morn,
with the water's role confused;
stood, unheeded and unused.

The husband, glad to see the boy,
was just delighted, filled with joy.
He looked upon the little girl,
he watched her tiny fingers curl
around her mother's tangled hair,
and then and there, her life did spare.

But then, alas! alack the day!
the farmer took stock of his goods --
the little farm beside the woods,
his sturdy ox, the suckling sow,
two ducks, the pig, the hens, and now
what could be sold to keep a girl?
He turned to wife, his mind a-whirl
-- there was no way to keep a girl!

He grabbed the girl -- his stomach churned,
but in his haste he overturned
the sturdy bucket where it stood,
the bucket, stout and made of wood.

Then, cursing at this twist of fate,
he quickly rushed away before
his wife could cry out, through the door,
and hurried to the landlord's gate --
rushed out to sell his new-born daughter,
and that is how the landlord bought her;
agreed to give her food and heat
if she would grow to daily greet
each day with diligence, and work,
and not complain, and never shirk,
if she would water buckets fill,
and boil and wash, and fetch and mill,
and clean and scrub, with cheerful will,
and instantly obey his wife
the sad remainder of her life.

In China long ago, we're told
a little baby girl was sold --
not for silver, nor for gold,
but shelter, and for food to eat,
a sleeping space, and winter heat;
a little girl, who grew, and worked,
and didn't complain, and never shirked,
who daily filled the water bucket,
cooked and sewed, and went to market,
and, sold to be a farmer's wife
the sad remainder of her life,
cried "No!" and saved her daughter's life.

And so the wooden bucket lay,
where it fell that fateful day,
lay unused, unfilled, unheeded;
lay ignored -- it was un-needed.

In China once, the tale is told,
a tiny baby girl was sold .......

Written in 1998.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Time of aches and age

Yesterday, as the presents piled and greetings flooded, I felt so overwhelmed with emotion. Just by reading the amazingly sweet letters, a heart-warming, fuzzy feeling surged through me; and itt was awesome!


//so cute right.

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